So I am way proud of myself!!
Today I managed to drop things at S's house that I still had and didn't CRY!!!
Then again he wasn't home, but still I was scared I would have a meltdown, but I didn't :)
I am done crying over the situation, God has better things in store for me, I know this!!
Someday I will be able to look back on this time in my life as a growing point and not the worst time of my life. I just want to be happy and I want the same for him, he deserves to be happy!!!
On a completely different note, being single for the first time in basically six years feels soooo strange!!
I feel like I need a refresher course on dating and flirting even lol.
I know I am driving my BFF crazy asking her for help, haha I think she may want to shoot me soon.
But she is sooo supportive and I am so blessed to have her in my life, like the sister I never had!!
I have a crazy busy weekend ahead of me so I will catch you all up on Monday!
You're sooo sweet! Making me tear up here. I know exactly what you're going through so don't be afraid I'm going to shoot you. I love you.
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